I didn't even know that stuttering even warranted a community, jesus. Figured that OP would actually be the one to reply to any of my questions but instead I get other people who still can't answer my questions. It's not like I said that his life isn't hard, I'm asking why he is saying that and how has it ruined his life. It's a speech impediment, I want to know how it even affected him to say this. Didn't really think that asking questions would be answered by so much "support".