I'm sorry to hear that. I'm curious to what you meant in regards to your writing. Do you happen to suffer from dyslexia aswell? Because I know science has pointed to a link between the two. For me, personally, writing has become a very powerful and liberating outlet in being able to express my thoughts with people and communicate effortlessly. But maybe it's just not your thing. I would encourage you to keep searching for that outlet, wether it's through drawing, music or just using your body. And thanks for sharing your story. It sure helps to know that there are others out there dealing with the same issues. Good luck!