Yessss ur so righttt. It really is my own fault, my stutter is apart from it. I take 100% full responsibility for that and it really stems from fear as u say. Taking risks is one of my New Year’s resolutions. A quote that has really stuck to me has been “get uncomfortable in order to be comfortable” and that really resonates with your reply and my life in general. Tysm for replying, I was able to accept the truth. I’ll try my best to not block out opportunities that are given to me :)