I recently turned 41, me personally, art, music, supportive friends and parents, a career I'm fairly decent at, my wife...idk I guess I'm naturally optimistic, when there's a bad day I know the next is bound to be better. Iv went through some recent not stutter related failures here in the last few years, but even during that I have good and bad days with it. Just live for what makes you happy, if u don't know yet you will soon enough