> Imagine being a soldier going to war This illustrates a problem with the mindset. You're not at war. Most people aren't against you. Honestly, if you look for and accept support, people are generally pretty decent. \*Everyone\* here understands you position. We've been there. Confidence alone won't improve your fluency. But a lack of confidence can have a negative effect. Be confident that you're doing the best you can right now. That your effort is honest.