It's honestly what you want it to be. If you want to avoid people, that's on you. If you want to meet people regardless of your stutter and put yourself out there, also on you. Just know that I was in your shoes and I chose the avoid everybody and make them all think I'm cold route. Now I'm in my 30s, alone with no friend and beating myself up for being a coward during my college years. So you either go out there and meet people and have a life or end up like me. I really hope you choose the former.