TW: School shooter word mentioned It lasted 4 years of my life from 7th grade to 10th grade. I would never even act strange, threatening or look up guns in class all the FUCK I did was do my work, look at Instagram memes and watched GTA since I actually played a lot of casino heist during this time. The kids never tried to understand me but rumored about me being a threat to the school. They wouldn’t be patient for my stutter, they would call me dumb or mimic my stutter. They would say I’m trying too hard to talk. When someone treated me nicely they would look at them and make them seem as if they’re nuts. My “friends” in elementary were now the friends of my bullies and ignore my existence through the whole HS and graduation. What hurt me most of all was in 10th grade the “friends” I thought meant a lot to me told my brother “when is your brother (me) going to shoot up the school” in front of me on the phone call. I’ve never felt such shaking in my bones and sadness that my brothers friends think that of me because of that rumoring bitch of a student. Funny the same student tried starting the whole cycle in PE telling students that I’m a shooter in such a happy manner. I never knew that keeping to myself, doing my work, and living in general would curse my image in such an extent. I hate my stutter but I hate those people even more. Don’t mean to force my religion but I’m glad I got God and my brother defended me, I feel so worthless….