Based on what you’re saying, it sounds like you’re primarily seeking sex, which suggests lust. It also seems that pornography has influenced your perspective, making sex both a need and a desire for you. I wouldn’t recommend seeing escorts, as there’s a high chance you’ll feel bad afterward. It’s dangerous to see escorts because you can contract deadly diseases, and it can be very addictive. Escorts also have sex with some of the most disgusting and disturbing types of men. Is it really worth it to you?