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It was pretty bad to be honest. To set the scene, I stutter the most when speaking in Chinese although I can speak fluently when I'm alone, it has caused me to get bad grades because the teacher thinks I don't know how to speak it well. So today in Chinese class I arrived a little late from having to use the bathroom after the previous lesson and the teacher stopped me at the door asking me why I was late. The words just wouldn't come out so I just stood there saying "uhhh" for one or two minutes. Eventually I got to sit down but watching people's faces change was just horrible. Some of them smiled, some chuckled, and some looked down and seemed very disappointed. For the rest of the lesson I had some group work to do, and I could barely get any words out, so me and my partner were just starting at our books, I don't know if he'll want to partner up next time. The only success is when it got around to my turn to read a passage from an essay we were studying, it came out without any harsh blocks. Sorry for the long rant, it's just very hard for me to cope with.