I did stutter in family meeting 🥺

I did stutter in family meeting 🥺 My eng is bad btw , Yesterday, my aunt wanted to celebrate her son's first birthday, so he invited everyone to her house. We sat at the dinner table and ate, and everyone interacted with each other Then my uncle asked my brother. My brother answered maturely and fluently, but when he asked me about my studies and job , I stuttered when I said that I will make an effort in my next academic year, in a way... It was somewhat embarrassing for my father and my brother, and even for others to see that from me. After that, my uncle understood the matter and answered spontaneously as if he did not notice my stuttering, but after that I hated it. I started saying how long I will suffer from this. I fixed my thinking that I want to do anything to eliminate this thing, and as a person living in a third world country, the people here do not accept psychological illnesses or stuttering, but rather see it as a sign of weakness or lack of religious faith, or they see me as not making an effort..., i don't know i eish i have money to buy house or rent it so icant practice freely , cause my family one of main reason for my psychological problems ,i rarely hear kind words from anyone im tired how i want to open to family and people but they only think about themselves and turn on me quickly ...