i will later maybe, i’m too scared of fucking shit up i haven’t been with him in a long time and he has been mad today,idk if he still is. i think we need more time together to be better. the meanest things he has said have been over text and once again me needing pads(something he doesn’t know about) he never apologized but i can tell he is sorry i think, like he doesn’t now how to say sorry. He let me help him retwist his locs and said he really appreciated a bracelet like i think we just need to grow better. i want it to stop it makes me feel retarded and my step cousins feel like they can too because he does and my little sister usually sticks up for me. sorry for all the words