Sorry for late reply bro, I really appreciate all what you just said. You are mature to your age! Thank you!💛 Another point which I told her about my major is English, She kinda liked that. I really liked languages and English as well, but this place didn't satisfied me, s because speaking skills, It like stutter destroyed tge bridge, that hurt me at first. It was my dream, I had hard time to pick another major. In that period of time, I learned that university is not everything in life, I was driven in my whole life towrds studing since primary school, nothing else, no times for hobbies or ourselves. Universities doesn't teach you all the things. Life is the best teacher for us, slef studying and books, our disability and flaws. Being in the dark side is not the worst, sometimes the lights hurt your eyes. The problem is I don't want to appear to her like a liar. It's just hard for me to send her again.