I agree. I constantly feel like a pathetic loser for not being able to speak fluently. I constantly hear about the president to, and that also annoys me. Sure, he has a problem, but what´s the issue if I´m trying to reduce mine? I cannot say some basic words. I now loathe eye contact because I feel like I have to say the words in an instant. Itś put a strain on everything. If other people have worse condtions, thatś horrible, but we get undermined, thrown away. Iḿ sick of it.