Ik that feel man . I'm currently in my final year of college and I'm getting screwed in the interview process of the companies coming for recruitment. Life's not easy as a stutterer. Sometimes i think how i could get my dream job, have more friends, be more happy.... But just because of this one problem it seems like I've become a completely different person. Therapy never helped and anti anxiety pills just made me numb and emotionless. Even with all this ,im just fighting and taking it one day at a time and you should too. That fight u r doing now is going to pay off one day when you realise all your worries and negative thoughts were just garbage. Keep fighting my friend. It's gonna get better....