Congrats on going back to school, thats so exciting. College was the absolute worse for me lol especially when my entire first year with all the presentations I had to do. You stick it out though push through and don't give up! Yeah I tend to not stutter around family and friends as much so maybe thats why they don't really understand. Or I talk in short sentences or use other words I know I can say easily to hide my blocks or stuttering. Maybe my problem really is I try to hide my stutter as much as I can who knows. I feel like my speech has gotten worse since I've gotten older since now I have responsibilities and rent lol. If you don't mind can you describe more specifically what you mean or do by living your life risky? Thanks :)