I set on the journey to find a cure 3 to 4 years ago, with the intention to find a cure for myself and all stutterers. It's been a hell of a journey, and transformed my life in all aspects, aspects I didn't think possible. I have reached a point where my stutter doesn't inhibit my life in any manner and I have no need for an ultimate cure. I feel like I'm cheating everyone else by just quitting on the cure now that I have it good for myself. I feel like I am cheating my intention, yet it was this intention that brought me where I am today. On the other hand, I am truly burning the candle on both ends and I can't keep going this way much longer. It seems like I'm heading for a trainwreck. Thank you for your words again, dude. I don't have it in me to celebrate just yet though.