First off, the world is a better place with you in it. So thank you for still being with us. 2nd, I get it. My mind runs thinking they feel so uncomfortable because my stuttering sounds weird. I've developed a bad habit of looking away when I'm stuttering so who knows how weird I look to other people when I break eye contact so often and not just my eyes but my head moves. I'm a guy so to be seen as weird makes me feel small sometimes and inferior to other guys; a beta male, if you will. I can't imagine the arrange marriage thing but someone someday will hear you speak and won't be able to get enough of it, arranged or not. Someday, your words will resonate to someone and they will want to listen to you forever with loving patience. Sometimes I feel in a world of constant talking, arguing, and information, the world needs people to be good listeners more than to speak. I know my weakness is speaking but I have strengths that other people don't have and they need us to fill the needs and I enjoy listening to people (although I know sometimes I can still talk too much LOL) On a lighter note, thank goodness for online ordering of almost everything and online appointment making, am I right???