You still lack empathy for others, that fact that you also have a stutter yourself just makes it worse. You're ridiculing people just like a non stutterer would, you'd think you'd be able to empathize with other people in your position. But nooooooooooooo. You're no better than a bully, stutter or not, it doesn't give you a pass to be a dick. If you're caught in a self-hate spiral, fine. The least you can do is not act like self-hatred is some kind of universal truth, that everyone hates their stutter exactly like you do. Clearly that's not the case, and you're not so fundamentally different from anyone else here. You have the ability to think positively of yourself and in turn of other people, but I know a reddit comment won't convince you of anything.