Brother the only thing that i can say to make you feel good and what i should say is that i can totally understand your situation my parents love me but still don’t pay attention to this fact that mi life is so hard because they do not teach me how to control my stuttering at early age but when it comes to our life’s situations no one is coming to save or help us. We have to deal with stuttering on our own. Stay hard. I can say that my life is even worse than yours because my native language is also harder to speak because it has so many vowels words.