Hi, I totally understand where you are coming from. I went to an engineering college where I had to present my work all 4 years in front of a whole class of people along with professors and Dean. Needless to say, I bombed every time. I dreaded every moment of it. At that point, I was the going to be the only engineer in my family. So everyone had high hopes from me(No pressure lol). So quitting wasn't really an option for me. The reason I mention this is, what we see as stutter and failure, others may see it as effort and hard-work. I'm 40 now and at my work, I've to hold meetings and have technical talks almost 3-4 days a week and I stutter a lot. But I got here by not giving up and I'll continue with my stuttering self as long as the journey goes. Don't let stuttering be bigger than you. You've a lot of potential and plenty to achieve. Keep fighting and showing up. Only way to win.