Yes, you're going to be OK! 100% agree with u/EntertainerIcy8553 and u/Suitable-Sandwich125 You are not alone. Many of us have been where you are. Shit hurts. A lot. I always advocate for speech therapy. Even if you've tried speech therapy before. Finding the right program and the right therapist can make all the difference in the world. Sometimes the difference is you. What didn't work for me in my teens DID work for me in my 20s.