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I hate him for everything A few years back I met him very briefly on vacation. We never did anything physical. There was never any flirting either. But he and I sat in the pool together, talking for hours about different subjects. He told all of her friends that he liked me. He didn’t want me to know, but everyone told me. Turns out he had a girlfriend. And he cut contact with me to be loyal to her. He and I are back in contact again. A mutual friend kind of bought us back together. So far it’s just been texting. And granted, you can’t really tell how good your chemistry is over text, but I could tell he’s genuinely interested by me. But I don’t know. Even though he was just trying to be a loyal boyfriend all those years ago, he hurt me. I was never trying again the way of someone’s relationship. I just thought I finally found someone. If I’m being honest, a large part of me, still resents, if not outright hates, him for what he did.