Wow because same. I use to have a lot of friends in college but I lost most of them now, now I have 2 friends who I’m close too but I also haven’t hung out with them for a while. I really relate to your situation; I have an online seminar (for interview training) in a few hours and I’m a little nervous about that. Advice I can give you about socializing is talk to more people, you can start simple like ordering food. It took me a while to get the courage to order coffee with sugar free syrup. You can also try taking the initiative when ordering food when you’re in a group of people because if you mess up anyone else can pick up where you stopped. And don’t put pressure on yourself, if you stutter that’s fine. You can always bounce back. Be patient with yourself, you’ll get better with practice. If you wanna practice with someone I’ll be more than happy to talk with you as I need the practice too 💕