Yeah, the confidence part is what I absolutely do not have. I go to the same Walgreens a bajillion times a day/week, and yet I walk up to the pharmacy counter (with trepidation every time), they ask my name or DOB, and I'm sounding like a broken record. No matter how much I try to relax myself, it's always a losing battle. Got a customer service job in the offing and I might just have to let it go, cause day 1 of training, and I'm already seeing myself fudging up on the phone with customer orders, not being able to relay information properly etc, sometimes a total blockage of speech... Can't get a bloody word out. It is so embarrassing. I'm particularly bad with certain alphabets and whatever words start with those alphabets, and worst of all, numbers. Most times I can't even pronounce my name. Ergo, I have an "ordering" name for when I go out and about and order stuff like coffee at Dunkin. I go by "Sam" because I have no problems whatsoever saying that, or things that start with S. I stopped doing things like ordering pizza over the phone eons ago. There's an app for those things, thankfully. As for talking to girls and being social... I wish.