I’m sorry everyone but I need to vent

I’m sorry everyone but I need to vent I know it’s something I simply cannot control, but it’s so freaking frustrating. I have to make monthly phone calls to my doctors office for prescription refills and the fact I can’t say “I need a prescription refill” or “I need a refill for one of my prescriptions” sucks. I always feel bad for the person listening to me because I’m probably the only person they hear from that has a stutter. My stutter for some odd reason has been terrible lately as well. I used to be able to say certain words without issues, but now it’s almost every single word that I say. I’m so jealous of the many people in the world that can live their lives and not worry about saying the simpliest things. It sucks having a stutter so much