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i dont know. i just need to vent. i feel so fucking angry. everything goes so well when I don't have to interact with people. filled with joy and excitement for life, and then I try and interact with someone I just met and EVERYTHING CRUMBLES. my words don't fucking come out and the awkwardness and tension is the most tangibly collapsing force ever, and it is immediately felt by everyone around me. I fucking back out and quit in a rush of anger and depression and leave the situation, so angry at myself, and life for being given this bullshit stutter. I HATE IT. FUCK. I'm sorry for my language and anger, but I just came home and started crying so hard from what I just experienced. I try so hard...and I'm slapped in the face every fucking time.