Yeah, I tend to think of it as the thing people see me as and it really messes with my mind and makes it bigger than it should be. It made me stop hanging out with people and talking and I apply for jobs in the back more often instead of the front dealing with customers. Where I am, the only jobs right now for minimum wage is customer retail jobs. It just feels so risky and unsafe to apply for remote jobs online! I'm glad your stutter changed and you were able to accept it, thank you for your advice. :)