I feel like I am crazy

I feel like I am crazy A few months ago I finally decided to go to a therapist and today i had my first appointment at a speech therapist. At both of those meetings I almost didn’t stutter, because we were in a quiet room just the two of us, which is a perfect setting for me to speak as fluently as I can. I know I stutter and that in some moments it can be quite severe and stuttering has a huge impact on my mental health and having them both look at me and not really understand the issue is very frustrating. The speech therapist even tried explaining that everyone sometimes stutters as if I am not even a stutterer. It just makes me feel crazy and like there is no help out there :( Does anyone have the same experience?