U kno, ive only given all of myself to my wife...before her, i pushed ppl away cuz i didnt think i was worthy of being accepted...i wasnt treated like i should be accepted and i believed how i was treated.. Ive tried to open up and got betrayed. Childhood is traumatizing and ppl are only mean cuz other ppl have been mean to them...constantly...they want other ppl to be miserable with em and unfortunately, we are easy targets. U did amazing taking care of what u can, and its awesome youre taking the next step to get healthy. Great fuckin job, my guy. Believe it or not, but you're a great example...you're a role model. Is 👏👏👏👏👏