No worries my guy....there are ppl who suck and ppl who are amazing. Just the other day, I had a phone interview and I was struggling hard af...to the point where I wanted to give up. But the HR lady was so fuckin patient with me,even when i didnt have patience for myself. After we got done, I thanked her for her patience and she welcomed me, and assured me it was no problem at all, and she made me feel better about myself....I really felt like she understood. There are ppl who are assholes and those are the ppl wa dont wanna deal with just like they dont wanna deal with us...but every so often, we get that one person who makes us feel like a person again, and not just a person who stutters. It gets better my guy...trust me. I'm happily married and when i feel defeated, my wife cheers me up and I couldnt be more grateful and thankful. How we handle the bad days....that's what makes us stronger...