Man you’ve got it wrong. I dated a girl for 5 years in high school. She had laughed a couple times when I stuttered but no biggie. Later in the relationship she asked if I was ever going to grow out of it. I knew right then I was never going to marry her. Fast forward thirty years. I’ve been with my wife for almost 30 years (different girl). She had never laughed, made fun of, or reacted at all to my stutter. She sees me for me and loves me unconditionally. I guess what I’m trying to say is there is someone out there for you bro.