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My video ended up to be mess I have always wanted to start a YouTube channel. It's one of the things I yearn for and I get discouraged every time. I got another inspiration last week after watching a channel on YouTube. Yesterday, I dressed up and prepared for shooting a video to start my channel. I stood in front of the camera and started shooting but the video turned out to be a mess. My stutter was just too intense and it showed up and I had to skip a lot of words to maintain fluency. I'm really sad right now because I know I can't ever start a channel. I can barely even understand what I'm saying not to talk about strangers. I can't even make the video funny because of it. I tried making a podcast too and It ended in tears too. I hate stuttering. I am a person that loves talking and imagine I can't even do the thing I love because I'm disabled. It's hurting me.