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Your story really speaks to me. I suffered very similar trauma when I was in school. Having to read aloud, getting stuck, and having the whole class turn and stare at me while I struggle. It was humiliating. Over time I've grown a thick skin for that humiliation. It doesn't bother me as much anymore. If people have to wait for me to get the words out, then they have to wait. I don't feel as embarrassed anymore. As long as I act like everything is fine, so will they. If I can give you any advice, it would be to talk as often as you can in front of people. It's embarrassing, but it will help you practice. More struggle now means less struggle later - it's a sacrifice. You made an excellent choice by talking to your parents and school about it. Let everyone know you have a stutter! Even your classmates. You won't feel as nervous if they understand, and you can't expect them to if you don't tell them. Don't make it a secret because it's impossible to hide. Make it known, and practice speaking continually. Browse through past posts in this subreddit, there is a lot of great conversation to review.