I have no social life, im not close with my siblings at all. I literally cant vent out or talk out my feelings of loneliness cuz of stuttering. I understand you. And I like you am a pretty self confident guy and can get alot of talkative sometimes a lil too much. Im in my late 20s now and never even had a girlfriend before let alone my first kiss. This shet truly sucks. But what I noticed about this problem in my years now is that you got to have supportive friends who let you talk no matter what. Cuz i know in now that the only way we gonna beat this stutter is by talking talking and more talking. Theres plenty of ways to practice some speech exercises to give you some control and confidence. I dont believe in "accept your stutter and you'll be okay" thats straight bullshet when you stutter so bad everyone gets awkward or you stutter so bad it hurts your chest throat etc etc. I truly believe in practicing alone on how to speak properly and then going out in real life and practice it there. Today, i had a interview and i stuttered 90 percent of the whole interview. But im proud that i got through it and i continue to practice my speech no matter what. I just had this mindset recently and I really wished i thought like this in my early 20s. Anyway go find some proper speech exercises. I mentioned this before in other posts but i dont want to look like om advertising but go buy William Perrys book on stuttering. It's a self help book to overcome your stutter through his exercises and the will to not give up on them and continue on. I mentioned him again right now cuz the funny thing is YOU SAID YOU ALWAYS WANTED TO BE A LAWYER?? Guess what that guy william perry became a lawyer himself and he too was once a severe stutterer ! Anyways he teaches a specific exercise similar to dr mort cooper that you must hum your words to allow smooth more manageable speech. Good luck with everything, and anyone else reading this feel free to hmu on chat or wherever so we can both practice speaking 😉 😀