Hi friend I'm so sorry to hear what you've been going through. I don't stutter myself but I'm a Speech-Language Pathologist, and I've worked with a couple people who stutter. Trust me when I say that there is help and hope for you. Of course as of yet there's no cure, and although there are tips and tricks that will help you achieve some form of fluency, I mainly empathise working on your confidence, acceptance, and mental state of the person. If I can help you in any way, if you want someone to talk to, and I don't mean professionally (unless you want that), but as a friend, please do feel free to drop me a message. I'll be here for you!