My mom said to my dad saying that I know how my child stutterers, how he suffers every day, even a simple conversation is hard for him.... It feels painful, I was in tears almost but I don't want them to suffer because of my stutter... It feels like a fucking challenge to even go to the market and buy some shit...I have come to the point that I am not talking that much with my family members. Every day when I stutter my face freezes, people see it with a face that makes wanna kill myself, I know how it hurts and believe me... I don't want any one to pity me because it hurts, it hurts and it hurts... Sometimes I just wonder if I can have a good speech I can do wonders..... This is just irritating, it will constantly kill me forever in my heart, it will fuck my life up But at the end of day seeing my parents happy, makes me happy.....