Yes, it's so hard to have a communicative disorder, I know. I stuttered for 65 years. There are tips and hints from others on this forum. Never give up hope. There are many youtube videos as well as Facebook groups that give hope. New research is now showing medication therapy can now be helpful. YouTube: ‘Dr. Gerald Maguire’ who is also a stutterer and whose stuttering is controlled. Google him too. There is a new Facebook group: Treatment for Stuttering Support Group where this treatment is discussed: https://www.facebook.com/groups/735783921609033/permalink/735784164942342/?mibextid=l066kqp Speech therapy treatment helps. There are tips from other stutterers on this r/stutter Reddit site as well as the forum: Quora. There are many online groups such as stuttering societies, International and domestic. Google: Stutter/Stuttering. There are stutterers who have achieved success in careers, even speech-intense fields such as law, career training, medicine, acting, etc. Don't give up your dreams. I am a female who stuttered and who was successfully married to a professional who loved and treasured me and who was never ashamed to socially introduce me. (he passed away at the age of 81) we were married for 53 years. There is success and love for us stutterers too. Keep trying everything. Good luck, chat with me. Sue