I still get flashbacks to bad stutters from years ago, especially at night when I'm in bed (it usually takes me a few hours to get to sleep so I have plenty of time to think). I still dwell on a specific Art class I had (Art history) where the teacher thought I was choking, and then ignored me outright in her class for a week. She would go around and take a look at everyone else's work in a lap of the room and manage to avoid my desk...