how did I get here

how did I get here Reddit suggests things all the time...how tf it know I have a stutter!? Like legit stutter. I've stuttered since I was 5. I'm 31 now. How does everyone deal with theirs? Like with relationships, friends, anxiety and depression. I've always hated mine and idk if that will change. I've come to terms with it, I just hate that I keep my mouth shut more times than I should because of my stutter. Like if I could speak freely people couldn't fathom the shit that would come out of my mouth. Also do you guys not stutter around people you're comfortable with?