Let me just state I hope you're experiencing a form of recency bias by saying, "I am over giving people chances. People are by and large, superficial and idiotic" When you for damn sure know that one bad situation with a couple of morons =/ majority of people on planet earth being assholes. Theres nothing wrong with being docile or reactive to a situation, the problem is after the situation is over and you're still letting it replay in your mind over and over and letting 2 immature girls effectively become the poster child for every other person you interact with. You fear being made fun of, everyone does, but if you try to negate the fear with the coping mechanism and mentality of "everyone fucking sucks" life is going to continue to be miserable and you're only going to see the bad parts of life. You've just tripped over some pebbles (assholes) on your way up a mountain (life), you like everyone else in this sub, will recover.