Getting into a relationship and stutter.
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Getting into a relationship and stutter. One of my "objectives" this year is to be with someone. I'm 21 and I've never had a real long term relationship with anyone. I had a couple of girlfriends when I was very young but that didn't last long. There's this girl I met a couple of days ago. We eat together with some friends one night and I instantly became attracted to her. I know for a fact that she finds me attractive and prob would have sex with me. (It's hard to explain why i know that. We basically played a drinking game). But I stutter. And that's a problem when you try to meet new people. During the night with my friends I was ok. But today my friends, she and I went to the beach...and It was not a good day for me. I couldn't even make a phrase and didn't talk much. And that worries me. I wish I could just talk normal, because I WANT to talk. I LOVE to express myself, even more with people I find attractive. She's not going to be interested in me if I barely talk. There are days that I can't even say my name. And it sucks. I don't want to live alone for the rest of my life.