In John Hendrickson's book, Life on Delay, he talks about medication. I think the book is worth checking out. I can't remember what chapter he talks about how doctors are working on meds, but it is towards the end of the book? Maybe someone else here knows. You can always PM him on Instagram too. If my memory serves correctly, at the time of the books publication alot of the meds have side effects that aren't desirable. My suggestion, email message the author for the chapter #, grab a copy of the book, and take the name of the medication to your Primary Care doctor to see if it's right for you. Please hang in there. You aren't alone in this.