The part of this comment that stuck out to me was how you said "Maybe I should try to rid of it." That is a mindset that will only hurt you in the long run. I'm still working on the acceptance phase of having a stutter, but it is just a part of who you are. And I know that it sucks to think that sometimes, but you are not any less of a person because you have a stutter. I would definitely recommend seeing a speech therapist rather than just trying to use "tricks" you found on here and other places. I can say from personal experiences that it helped me come to terms with a lot of negative feelings that I had that I didn't realize I had repressed for so long, and my mindset surrounding it has changed so much.