I had a similar day today at work. It was not an interview but just situations that wanted me to speak my mind out and intervene. I was just an idiot and i could tell some people have already started looking down upon me. I know what i want but i cant say it or just blabber nonsense in trying to get it out. Most times, especially now, I just look up in the sky and say God.. if only I was able to speak well I wouldn’t be this stupid. Now i have anxiety and i feel awful because of it. I have missed so many opportunities in life to grow and be myself because of it.