I hear you. Some days it’s UNBEARABLE. You feel you can’t get out a single word out of your mouth. I know… you don’t feel it might get better. I also never believe. Then it gets better… the trick is to keep it that way. Easier said than done though. I’ve realized it’s intertwined with my mental state. If I’m anxious, even sub-consciously, it will affect my stutter so much.