Struggle during cab

Struggle during cab It’s a horror sight for me when the OTP pin starts with “8” since I get blocked on this sound which starts with “ehh” or “ohhh” and many others. Sometimes I cancel my cab when I see the OTP starts with 8. Gaaaah!!! I am 28 yo now and still I haven’t recovered yet. This really impacts in my job, personal life and what not. I always think about a parallel life where I was just fine.