First of all, do not feel embarrassed, know that you are AWESOME. Secondly, this is all about education. Have a heart to heart conversation with your mom about Stuttering. PWS are creative, resourceful and resilient. I had a deathly fear of the telephone until I bought one from Ebay and practiced making and receiving phone calls (all pretend) for 6 months. My anxiety and fear turned into.. BOREDOM. Now, I love making phone calls. Many people say that practice makes perfect but perfection does not exist. My theory is that practice makes permanent. Also, Google search PWS and you will see and hear amazing people who are breaking barriers and doing their own thing. Take care and stay safe