I smoked weed through out my teens & 20s, I would ironically stutter worse because I just didn't give a fuck 😂..now in my 30s I can only take a few hits or else I get headaches & feel hungover. Cbd helps slightly. And yeah that makes sense about letting go, I'm just scared because I have ptsd & crazy painfull experiences in my life that would be hell to have them amplified. I heard somebody say if you have a bad trip try to have a low dose ssri near you so maybe you or somebody else can help you take it to calm you down. And yeah pls do bro I appreciate it!