If you need more places to connect with people/find groups of supportive people to talk to without feeling judged or rushed, some resources that might interest you: this subreddit's discord server: [https://www.reddit.com/r/Stutter/comments/b4q5oc/discord\_rstutter\_support\_group\_chatroom/](https://www.reddit.com/r/Stutter/comments/b4q5oc/discord_rstutter_support_group_chatroom/) [https://www.stuttersocial.com/](https://www.stuttersocial.com/) [https://westutter.org/](https://westutter.org/) And an even bigger list here: [https://www.speechirl.com/resources-for-stuttering-support-groups-online-communities-books-more](https://www.speechirl.com/resources-for-stuttering-support-groups-online-communities-books-more) Remember, people are feeling more isolated and lonely than usual just in general lately, globally, because of the pandemic and the bizarre year everyone is having. Stuttering absolutely can amplify that and make the opportunities to connect even more stressful. You're not alone in your loneliness, if that makes sense. But I'm sorry you're feeling it :(