postr/StutterJune 15, 2023

Evaluation

1 points0 commentsView on Reddit →

Content

Evaluation Hello I am a 18 year old man with a severe stutter. I just had a job interview and I stuttered on every word and in every sentence. After all of it I would say there is literally a 0% chance I get the job. I stuttered so bad that it made the interview way longer than it was supposed to be. The interviewer was taking notes while I stuttered and even laughed at me while I stuttered. I feel so defeated. I am disappointed in myself because I practiced so hard and so much to do good for the interview and it resulted in me not being able to even spit a word out. I have been depressed for so long now and I just can’t take this anymore. Right now I actually feel like closing my eyes and never opening them again. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m starting to actually consider suicide is the best option for me. This pain is unbearable and never ending.

Themes

Emotional Experience

Subthemes

Suicidal Ideation & High DistressShame & EmbarrassmentFrustration & Anger